Aprehensive disparity

Being fortunate is one of my good qualities, if you could call it that. I find myself on the better ends of any situation I've encountered. For instance, I was fortunate enough to be the 8th or so member to Colony of Gamers, before the site officially launched. When I learned the blog feature was staying intact, I thought this would be a perfect place to start... something. Game reviews, rants and raves, advice column, something, anything. Yet here I am, nothing to show but the path my fleeting ideas took off upon. I have been very indecisive as of late and it has taken its toll.

However fortune, as it tends to stalk me, has given me the fortitude to make the best of what I can. It's difficult for me to fail, but that doesn't mean I am without my troubles. Building blocks of fear, anxiety, and stress lay the ground work of a railroad that is leading me somewhere. And if fortune has any say in my situation, I'm certain where I'm heading is some place swell.

I digress; deviation being another fine quality of my makeup. So what am I to accomplish in my blog? Nuggets of wisdom? Engineering some type of kaleidescope into my life? A foul landfill of bad prose and worse grammar? I smirk at the very thought... I plan to accomplish nothing. I will write as I please, don it with countless hours of effort on my behalf, embellish it with paltry subjects, flood it with mindful well structured ramblings, riddle unfortunate onlookers with poetry, and maybe toss a nugget or two of wisdom in here granted they be of complete useless nature; Obviousisms if you will.

It will amount to nothing, as it should.