Karak
04-15-2009, 12:54 PM
I was looking for tax info and found an old writing folder.
This was something I wrote in 6th grade for my teach Lynn Summers.
Can I stand still as a world dies? I do not know. I look down at the paper before me, I see the numbers, I feel their weight, reflecting the end of so many lives, of so many family trees and their descendant generations. A forest of the innocent, snuffed out by a fire out of control and out of nowhere.
Can I stand still as a world dies? The answer perplexes me as a puzzle with no key and no lock perplexes a mind. As if I held a match and the flame burnt downward ignoring convection and instead was attracted to the gravity of the world beneath it. A single match who’s living flame drops down and hits the earth at my feet and begins this out of control fire that rages around me ignoring all the rules. The puzzle is of my own doing, and as it laughs at the rules laid down by Einstein and Krumpft, by the alien Tru-che and the Great Learner, the weight bears down on my eyelids, forcing them closed like a wall of black silk removes the performers from the stage. I cannot even see the entirety of the puzzle.
But I know I must.
Can I stand still as a world dies?
The answer is in my actions. I stand and leave the entrenched room, no longer paused within my safe hold. Like a womb where the protecting mother’s body saves us from harm it is no longer safe for me.
The world I see is one that looks as if it should be at peace. But it is not. Men move as ants in a chaotic frenzy, the nest laid bare before the fire, they move to save what they can.
So I move.
To save a world.
The puzzle begins to unravel as I answer the question. The actors return to the stage, the curtain is withdrawn.
No I cannot stand still as a world dies.
And I will not.
Karak “The Black”
Days Marching 435 Second Sundown
I did not remember writing it until I read this. Man that was AGES ago.
This was something I wrote in 6th grade for my teach Lynn Summers.
Can I stand still as a world dies? I do not know. I look down at the paper before me, I see the numbers, I feel their weight, reflecting the end of so many lives, of so many family trees and their descendant generations. A forest of the innocent, snuffed out by a fire out of control and out of nowhere.
Can I stand still as a world dies? The answer perplexes me as a puzzle with no key and no lock perplexes a mind. As if I held a match and the flame burnt downward ignoring convection and instead was attracted to the gravity of the world beneath it. A single match who’s living flame drops down and hits the earth at my feet and begins this out of control fire that rages around me ignoring all the rules. The puzzle is of my own doing, and as it laughs at the rules laid down by Einstein and Krumpft, by the alien Tru-che and the Great Learner, the weight bears down on my eyelids, forcing them closed like a wall of black silk removes the performers from the stage. I cannot even see the entirety of the puzzle.
But I know I must.
Can I stand still as a world dies?
The answer is in my actions. I stand and leave the entrenched room, no longer paused within my safe hold. Like a womb where the protecting mother’s body saves us from harm it is no longer safe for me.
The world I see is one that looks as if it should be at peace. But it is not. Men move as ants in a chaotic frenzy, the nest laid bare before the fire, they move to save what they can.
So I move.
To save a world.
The puzzle begins to unravel as I answer the question. The actors return to the stage, the curtain is withdrawn.
No I cannot stand still as a world dies.
And I will not.
Karak “The Black”
Days Marching 435 Second Sundown
I did not remember writing it until I read this. Man that was AGES ago.