GunnyMo
09-07-2009, 06:46 PM
So I just killed a black wasp in my dining room. A black wasp. If I was religious I'd probably take that to mean something. I mean, I sprayed the shit out of it with ant & roach killer. Of course, lethal bug chemicals aren't too discriminatory. Anyway, a black wasp? Seriously? If I wasn't already drinking I'd probably start. :D
Anyway, the point of this post was to say it's going to be another fun and sleepless night. Anyone else deal with insomnia? Anyone else have problems of the tv turning off, the radio going off and the blackness consuming them yet they are awake? The brain, the brain it starts to churn. It start to bubble. It starts to say things you don't want it to say but it does anyway. So I leave the tv on. I didn't sleep until 0330 last night and that was only because I took the pills. But sometimes, you know, sometimes you don't want to take that stuff. You want to try and sleep on your own. But then that damn brain acts up yet again. So I think tonight will be another all nighter. Thank satan for Netflix.
I wrote something last night. I wrote something last night while listening to the new Otep and a new band (to me) called Protest the Hero. It was (is) about this demon. This demon that rides on my shoulder. Oh, he's a crafty one. You won't see him. Hell, I can barely catch a glimpse of him. He's there though. I think I've finally figured out he's the one keeping me awake. He's the one whispering in my ear. He's the one feeding it all.
But, aha! I've found his weakness. Distraction. Distraction keeps him quite. Distraction fills my ears, fills my head, fills my consciousness with thoughts he can't get around. Distraction is his poison.
Anyway, long and rambling aside, I think I'm awake all night.
Anyway, the point of this post was to say it's going to be another fun and sleepless night. Anyone else deal with insomnia? Anyone else have problems of the tv turning off, the radio going off and the blackness consuming them yet they are awake? The brain, the brain it starts to churn. It start to bubble. It starts to say things you don't want it to say but it does anyway. So I leave the tv on. I didn't sleep until 0330 last night and that was only because I took the pills. But sometimes, you know, sometimes you don't want to take that stuff. You want to try and sleep on your own. But then that damn brain acts up yet again. So I think tonight will be another all nighter. Thank satan for Netflix.
I wrote something last night. I wrote something last night while listening to the new Otep and a new band (to me) called Protest the Hero. It was (is) about this demon. This demon that rides on my shoulder. Oh, he's a crafty one. You won't see him. Hell, I can barely catch a glimpse of him. He's there though. I think I've finally figured out he's the one keeping me awake. He's the one whispering in my ear. He's the one feeding it all.
But, aha! I've found his weakness. Distraction. Distraction keeps him quite. Distraction fills my ears, fills my head, fills my consciousness with thoughts he can't get around. Distraction is his poison.
Anyway, long and rambling aside, I think I'm awake all night.